V.3 _ ALL HAIL THE WEASLEY KING -:

hex, jinx, and cast spell at slytherins @ 5.24.2006 - 18:35

I wanna go OXBRIDGE.

(maybe i should stop deluding myself :( )

Scholarship talk today with Ang today just made me more miserable, Because i have come to realise that with my current status of no S papers, i wouldnt be able to get a scholarship and considering how much i have screwed my Phys SPA (stupid practical assessment) all along, i am worried i would get a freaking B at the end of my 2years of college life and die a horrible death just from facing that look of pity from all around me who expects so much. ERMs. And doesnt help that im so confused as to what to do after my college life- medicine or go overseas and widen my horizons. HMMs. I would love to get the best of both worlds and study med in UK or something, but that would mean half a million bucks? ERs. Mortagage the house just to let me enjoy the beautiful scenery outside my window while reading Bio? Not very worth it i suppose. And not very possible to.

DARN i kinda regret slacking away in j1.
but whats done, done.
I suppose all i can now is to continue working hard to pursue good grades so that i would have more choices of courses to choose from in time to come.
And of course, for my reputation, i wont let zp that lump qie me in my grades. MUAHAH.
hopefully, that would be enough motivation.

But aside from that uncertainty about my future education, i think school has been rather good thus far.
Life is peaceful,
though council's over, there aint any depression overwhelming any one of us.
Though i am lagging terribly in my tutorials, i hope that i would be able to have enough self discipline to work hard during the june hols ... and somehow or another emerge alive and well after BT 2. God Bless Me.

OH and yes, in case you guys dont know yet, i would be flying to Taiwan! for a week long hol, so if you would like me to get anything from there, feel free to leave me a msg or sms or something (: As for my darlings like xinyubabe, pangsai, mx, michong/tan, awyong, limin, zp, cher, cg, sharan, MOn, SnR, loser gang (AKA sanzo party) + erns, you guys probably wont have to worry about me not getting you any stuff. OH my, i just realised that my social dot has expanded. Now its a splotch YAYs (:

PE today for me was a drastic improvement- i managed to come into contact with the ball for more than once. HOORAYs, maybe im a late bloomer and im only starting to develop ball sense only now :( And yes it would be NAPHA for the guys tmr, good lucks and jiayou. WOOHOO, i get to check them out as they show their stuff tmr!
OKay, that makes me sound like a hopeless nut,
And though i have to admit i am taking more than a few obvious glances at AHEM,
but erms, im trying hard to curb my emotions.
That aside, i think school is pretty exciting in its own way now. (and not entirely due to ahem's presence).
I kinda enjoy insulting cher and ahgake and Monmon and sometimes zp. AHHS, and that is FUN (:

And this reminds me, i kinda need tang to start writing my testimonial and stuff for me at the end of the year, so maybe i will try being nice to her so she would love me and go on to wax lyrical about me so that i would be able to secure myself a place in oxbridge. hoorays. okay, i would try ... (: for my future.

And this is a pretty random post once again? i have no idea why my mind is so warped recently? From the influx of interesting comments and gossips i have found out recently i suppose (:

[RON whizzes off~]