V.3 _ ALL HAIL THE WEASLEY KING -:

hex, jinx, and cast spell at slytherins @ 6.09.2005 - 19:12

I think i deserve a big fat tight slap across my face. Some one out there should punish me for being such an asshole for missing so many class outings. I mean, i promised i wont drift and i wont neglect the class but my actions are totally contrary of my so-called promises. How hypocritical. Screwed is definitely the word to describe my schedule planning because, somehow and miraculously, they seem to clash with class stuff all the time and of course, my lame excuses arent even valid. They are so pathetic that even a baby will scorn at me for coming up with such sad reasons. Urgh, i really do despise myself. For the first time in 17 years, I'm disgusted at myself. Peishan sucks.

There's class chalet next week and of course (as usual) ive smth that clashes with it once again. and yes, i am choosing to go for the latter. Well, i know Council is supposed to be the priority but sometimes, i feel ashamed, guilty and angry at myself for not leaving enough time for my class which has provided me with so much love and support that i dont think i can ever return. It makes me confused and irritated at myself, for I see many others who are able to juggle everything so well and as for me, everything of mine is disastrous. Prom is lagging and hopefully we can come up with a good theme fast. i emphasize hopefully. and of course it doesnt help that im inexperienced and incapable. SNEC is left hanging in the air, racial harmony day has come to an official standstill and im still undecided about my comm members- even though i know im supposed to be impartial when interviewing, i am guilty of letting my personal emotions set in and affect my judgement, maybe i shouldnt be the one deciding after all. i much too immature and i admit it. My academics are a goner as well with phys and chem lagging by one term and bio... nth needs to be elaborated. Its bio. of course, my class. My beloved sevenD. I claim i love them but have i done anything for them? no.

shucks.

i'm looking forward to tmr, when i'll be catching with wth my darling yearmates. hopefully it'll liven up my spirits. after all, its xinyu's bday. xinyu, my dearest wife and yearmate. oh i miss her so..

class chalet next week and i hereby make a resolution to make the best out of that time. i will.

woah, feeling less pent up after releasing all the steam... (: i will LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE!

[RON whizzes off~]

[name] lee peishan
rgs. rgsrcy. 104'01/204'02. 306'03/406'04. hwachong.05s7d '05
peish_an@hotmail.com

[loves]
ron weasley (rupert grint). kaede rukawa. yingfeng (zaizai). jin. stef sun. tony leung. jimmy lin. daniel wu.
slam dunk. PoT. shaman king. hikaru no go. flame of recca. MaR.
peppermint icecream. strawberry cheesecake.
Watching TV. Using the com. Kayaking. Rock climbing. Laughing. Movies.
The beach. My room. My bed.

[Hates]
Playing the piano. Horror movies. Exam stress. Tickles.