hex, jinx, and
cast spell at slytherins @ 1.19.2003 - 13:57
gee... here i am bac again ... jes came bac frm tuition n later goin for a tuition marathon frm 3-9 sighs... sufferin frm dizzy spells n stomach aches ... but yeah i better continue wth my OBS recount b4 i forget all abt it ;)
DAY 3 continued
was reallie tired by de time we reach de campsite but we still had to cook n pitch de basha ... so there we go .. n we decided not 2 use de loo so dat we dun hafta wash it ... gee... our basha was pretty screwed even though we got help frm kayleigh n eggy ... de final product looked like a lethargic lump of soil, tryin desperately to stand on its feet... hehe ... after dat i was so nervous abt sea ex de nxt day and so tired dat i had totally no appetite ... ate a little coz chew sed i had to eat ... n den i tink i heard him sae sth abt my frens (or was it me?) was angry at him coz he called me (or dem) basket... n i found it reallie funny 2 b honest, dunnoe y ... but i tink it was frm den dat i realised dat chew was not dat .... urmm... u noe prim n proper coz usu. he has dis tanned face (oooh... i lurve de tan mans) n he hardly smile, he jes nod ... gee... but i tink he is like so fun too... hahas... so regretted not noein him earlier ...but it doesnt matter i was "basket" dat made all of us laff at de same joke ... de same lame one... well we had to bury de rest of our food coz we like could nmot finish 2 mess tins of noodles. 2 cans of sardines, 1 can of peanuts, and another pot of funny stuff... hehe ... we dug a hole at de beach and buried it ... it was dere dat i got my hand scratched by indu's can while she was washin it .. reallie hope it does not leave a scar but even if it does i haf another tink 2 keep frm OBS ;)... heheh ... after all de washin up and eatin was sea sx briefin n it like totally freaked mi out onli... sighx ... realised we had to kayak around de whole of pulau ubin n i nearly died ... jacob gave us dis briefin n he like scared me wth all de wind conditiond n current ... i was so scared dat i was goin 2 capsize... had dis phobia ever since chew capsized mi in de drill... hehs... somemore i was dis sea ex leader hu dun even noe how 2 kayak properly... later we discussed n xiaoqi became de navigator while i was de sweeper den de other 2 sea ex leader frm marshall was right n left markers ...den after dat we went to sleep ... i was sleepin in de open wth celine n kelly coz it was so crowded in de basha ... but jes as i was abt 2 drift off 2 sleep it started rainin ... i was so pissed mans ... ohya i jes rem dat b4 sleepin time i was eyein chew's comfy bed... i bet i would have slept thru de whole nite w/out wakin up if i had dat bed mans ... sighx, unfortunately de guy sed dat he was plannin 2 sleep at night ... so here i am bac 2 my story.. when it started rainin i had 2 run into de puny basha n share de basha wth indu n 3 other ppl ... but de worst part was dat indu accidentally pushed mi out of de tent but i managed 2 share abit of her poncho coz i left mine in my bag which was pretty far away... so dere i was tryin 2 cover myself wth a small piece of poncho n half of my body protruding out of de tent in de rain n de cold ... i was really chatterin n shakin all over 4 de 1st time in my whole life .. my hair was drippin wet and i was drenched frm head 2 toe for abt 4h ... it was so miserable but lookin on de brighter side of life ... i guess it is part n parcel of campin n obs rite? at least ppl dun get 2 experience dis like mi :)... haha ...
DAY 4
in de mornin i went to change into fry clothes wth de help of diana n indu ... even den i was literally shivering and chatterin like a dried up leaf ... after dat i went to wake pple up and den we prepared for breakfast n de expedition ... i was feelin so nervous dat i was pretty sure even bungee jumpin wun freak mi out ... but well... we still had 2 go aniwae... we packed our lunch n also one packet of oreos into de 1st aid kit which i would carry. n it was den dat de root of all probs started coz i totally screwed up de pairin system by askin indu 2 do single kayakin ... coz dere was no way which june could work wth indu and there was no other ppl willing 2 go wth indu ... so well... we did de jetty jump and it was reallie fun :) ... haha ... i was so proud of daph n de girl frm matshall hu jumped coz dey could not swim... dey managed 2 conquer their fear ... it was so WOW ... hehe ... after dat de kayakin ex started n all the troubles started ... indu met trouble right from de start coz she could not handle de single kayak... i was screamin instructions n encouragin at de same time n i felt like an escapee frm woodbridge ... but cant be helped ... later vivian talked 2 mi abt indu ... n i felt so guilty coz i was like leavin indu in de lurch by leavin her 2 kayak by herself so i swopped wth her ... but 2 b reallie honest ... i was in a dilemma coz chenfeng sed dat indu was like a menace to de kayakin expedition n she was surprised how i was till so patient when she was already exasperated wth indu ... den dere i was like leavin indu wth her ... i felt so guilty but i reallie didnt noe wad 2 do coz no one was willin 2 swop... well ... i felt so bad everytime i looked at chenfeng coz she would b like beggin mi 2 change bac but i knew dat i could not coz indu could not even handle de 2man kayak much less de single one.... so all i could do was 2 apologise only... n i felt totally useless ... i was so frustrated n stressed.... also i looked at daph n mavis n dey look like dey were so tired n all i could do is to encourage dem as dey paddled ... i felt so lousy dat i could do nth more... dere were also ppl frm marshall hu were abt 2 gif up n de onli pathetic thing i could sae is "come on u can do it, paddle harder..." and i had to keep going back 2 push ppl 2 go faster ... i couldnt complain even though my hands were full of blisters coz i was alredi doin a pathetic job as a sweeper ... my skin was burning as i din haf time 2 apply more sunblock ... but de time i reach de shore for lunch i was nearly collapsin from stress and 2 b honest i was tired all de goin bac n stuff ... was reallie tiring ... i had no appetite and i jes stood dere starin out into de sea ... den when alps came 2 console mi ... i started cryin coz i felt so bad ... i was like puttin chen feng in a diffcult position n dere was nth i could do 2 help de tired pple... after all de lettin out of my pent up frustration, i managed 2 convince celine n kelly 2 swop wth daph n mavis so dat dey would b less tired ... n also we were goin thru chek jawa n it would b reallie tough for daph n mavis ... was so glad when dey agreed, was so touched also dat dey helped ... geee... so we set off for chek jawa once again in high spirits *well... i'm pretty temperamental, so i get v happy after awhile ;) hehe* ... well we met de most trouble dere... i went thru it abt 3 times 2 help de damsel in distress.. gee... now i feel like a knight in shining armour ... hahah... but de last one was de worse coz i went 2 help indu n chenfeng n chenfeng sorta freak out, it was so unlike her normal calm self... i felt so feaked out den ... i started screaming at dem ... n i got so exasperated coz kelly couldnt help us since she was meetin trouble at de same time ... my whole boat was full of water and i was so afraid i was goin 2 capsize n i knew indu n chenfeng wouldn't b able 2 help mi ... so i forced myself to go on... i was also screamin at indu n chenfeng 2 paddle harder ... n i got pretty pissed when i heard indu complaining while chenfeng was paddlin like mad... so i tink i screamed rather hurtful wrds at indu ... askin her 2 put in more effort... now i regret it coz i dunnoe how to phrase my apology 2 her ... but we still managed 2 finish dat stretch of de sea ... it was dere where i was pushed 2 my limits- physically, mentally and emotionally, i felt so drained after dat de moment i rafted wth alps n xiaoqi i broke down... i was apologising for being such a lousy sweeper n i reallie felt so ...... like an asshole den ... gee... n i was so grateful 2 alps when she volunteered 2 paddle wth indu ... but i was still pretty traumatised after dat but i was glad dat i got cheered up pretty easily melissa ... hee... fel;t so good 2 b around my frens again ... haha ... after dat ... de trip was even more exhausting coz i had 2 paddle back and forth 2 sweep de stray boats ... haha ... but it was more fun n less frightenin as i could joke wth de rest of de ppl esp mel, she reallie cheers me up ... n we had dis joke abt me bein attractive coz our boats keep bangin into each other ...
well... my dad is rushin me 2 off de damn com so i hafta stop at de episode of chek jawa n continue wth more later :) ...
a peelin ron
*btw... i'm pissed at my mum now coz she tore my rukawa poster ... sighs ...going off 2 haf tuition marathon now frm 3-9*
oh, i'm welcoming one & all 2 my table in D333 de one wth ron on top ... i'm havin a table warming party ... :) hahaha ... i miss obs... i cry everytime i listen 2 i cant cry by yuki hsu or some v6 songs ... SIGH ...i feel emotional again if someone sings de nike ad or eat hichew or peanut sandwich ... HELP !!
[RON whizzes off~]
[name] lee peishan
rgs. rgsrcy. 104'01/204'02. 306'03/406'04. hwachong.05s7d '05
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[loves]
ron weasley (rupert grint). kaede rukawa. yingfeng (zaizai). jin. stef sun. tony leung. jimmy lin. daniel wu.
slam dunk. PoT. shaman king. hikaru no go. flame of recca. MaR.
peppermint icecream. strawberry cheesecake.
Watching TV. Using the com. Kayaking. Rock climbing. Laughing. Movies.
The beach. My room. My bed.
[Hates]
Playing the piano. Horror movies. Exam stress. Tickles.
[feat.] rOn wEaslEy
[from] harry potter
[real name] rupert grint
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